May 29, 2026

Not so much excitement today, about to get lit with one shot though and maybe come back to this little section. If you're wondering how I even have time to do something like this, I am unemployed *gasp*

Been one month unemployed and honestly those, "having tasted employment and unemployment, its not great" memes are no joke. When I was employed it felt as if I was only working for rent, it was an endless routine of eat, sleep, work, repeat. The thought that crossed my mind a lot was, "what am I, the back of a shampoo bottle?" Employment is good for money and all but if you have to deal with unnecessary situations in that job then it makes it unbearable to go in everyday. I was getting paid a good amount I used to be a manager at a fast food restaurant and I liked it until the coworkers started to be ugh, a few were alright but they all wanted to be friends instead of just coworkers. That's fine, I just feel like there should be boundaries on certain things because they would ask questions that should not be concerning them at all.

(that shot is doing its thing (making me sleepy XD))

before i get a lot more sleepy, unemployment. aw geez, its-- uh...

Nice at first, you get more sleep, you don't have to worry about needing to look at a schedule, you start getting back into what you used to like before you had to commit to that 8 hour shift. Also, unemployment was an easy decision for me because I have supportive parents, they did not mind me moving home because I went from living in dorms while in college to living with my boyfriend and friend, to living in a motel turned apartment complex with boyfriend ($425 each week for rent).

Geez im just ranting im getting tired of myself you probably didn't even finish or make it this far.