JUNE 16, 2026

BROOOOO!!! I completely lost my last blurb because I didn't save the damn page, so ig here we are again I'm pretty sure all two of my friends on here already read it lol.



The past always comes up in haunting ways, whether it's to teach us a lesson or to move on from something or someone, today will be about S.s.



S.s. is the best, we love each other's company but have only known each other since fall of 2020 (college during COVID = the best!), haven't seen each other again since 2024, I think. Anyways, she has this ex, A.s., from what I have heard about her she was pretty cool, sad but cool. The only issue is commitment and not sure what to call it but she wouldn't show off S.s. so that never goes well later down the line. They have recently started messaging again and the only reason for this was that A.s. was seeking advice from S.s about the relationship she was in, got the advice and broke up with her boyfriend. WAIT THOUGH! The boy A.s broke up with is the guy she left S.s for in high school, now they make it seem like all that didn't happen at all. So, they keep messaging, flirting, being goofy I assume, but then out of nowhere A.s. says to S.s that her mom is taking her phone and doesn't want her to know that they've been texting and flirting again (Sketch as hell).



Why is a grown ass woman's mother taking their phone? Why is the same grown ass woman not allowed to message whoever she wants?



So, before the mother takes the phone A.s deletes the messages and said don't text back till she gets her phone back (still sketch). S.s agrees so they don't talk and everything goes back to normal in her own little world, few days go by.

A.s messages again!

"Hi, How are you?"

"Good (so on so forth)"

then that's it...no response...left...on...delivered...



SKETCH!!!!!!!!



This is where it gets confusing as heck.

S.s' sister messages her saying that A.s is in Colorado because another girl is posting to her Insta story with her featured in said story. S.s decides to message A.s a question that could deny or verify that she is acting sketch. Basically, 'how are things, did you do this and that today at this specific place?' A.s says yes but that confirms that she is lying. S.s asks to video call, "maybe next time," that's all she gets in return, so they stop messaging again.

Until, a week ago (I DO NOT HAVE SPECIFIC TIMELINE FACTS TO THIS), A.s messages saying she is in a serious relationship with "some girl" and that girl told her she doesn't like the fact that she is friends with or messaging S.s. A.s apologizes and has to unfollow her, "live on with your life and take good care of your family and all."

S.s is PISSED but then realizes she has her own family and life to worry about, she should not be worried about this person, the past was fun with this person, but she didn't get the respect she deserved in that situationship. A.s would hide her, S.s felt used and thrown away, just a rebound. Affectionate in private but as soon as A.s found someone else she would leave S.s lonely and broken.



Lessons are harsh when you don't think clearly through your actions, or if you're actually blinded by just wanting to help someone. Being a shoulder to cry on but then get shitted on, like wtheck.



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